Vroooooom!
by Marv Friedlander, Individual AEU Member
“Marvin, I’m not excited about your motorcycle. It’s dangerous,” Mom declared when I arrived home with my newly acquired machine.
After working all summer, I had earned enough to purchase a motorcycle. A bright red Honda 305 cc. A motorcycle that I could ride to high school. A machine on which I could feel the wind blow stiffly through my hair with a girlfriend holding on for dear life. The excitement suddenly ended when an inattentive driver backed out from her driveway directly into my cycle without a look. I took a tumble, she drove off.
“You only injured your leg this time,” Mom complained. “I’m scared every day you ride.”
I looked at her face, seeing her anxiety for the first time.
“I have no appetite; I don’t sleep well. You do what you want but I need to tell you how your choice is affecting me.”
Perhaps that is the first time I felt something I later learned is called empathy. I knew that Mom’s parenting style was mostly geared toward having us make decisions so that we might become independent. She made exceptions when her children engaged in an activity that would result in irreparable harm. My motorcycle riding had not reached that level, yet…
“All right,” I announced. “I’ll sell it.”
“Great. We’ll help you buy a car instead.”
So, I put an advertisement in the local newspaper. We agreed that the motorcycle would remain in the garage. And either she would sell it for cash, or I would sell it depending on who was available. Two days later, Mom told me that she had sold the bike for cash.
“The first fellow came to see the motorcycle,” she explained. “He wanted to give me a check. I told him we only accepted cash. He said that he would go to his bank and return. He asked me not to sell it to anyone else. He would pay exactly what we wanted.
“Oh, so you sold him the cycle?”
“No. Another guy called. I told him the motorcycle was still available for cash only. He arrived and purchased it. He paid fifty dollars less than what we asked.”
Pause.
“Then,” Mom continued, “the first guy arrived with his money. He was quite angry after I told him that the motorcycle had been sold.”
“Why didn’t you wait for the first guy to return?” I asked.
“He was such a nice boy,” Mom explained. “I was just not willing to have him get into an accident. I envisioned his mother fretting every day.”
I never blamed Mom for selling the bike to the second guy – after all it was a matter of empathy.
The day my son called me on the phone from college to tell me excited that he’d just purchased his first Harley-Davidson motorcycle, I don’t know what he expected from me. Most likely, he wanted me to respond with happy congratulations. After all, he had been working toward that dream for several years. Instead, he heard my silence, and then my tears. He got angry and yelled through the phone at me. I explained (AGAIN) the personal experience I had of a motorcycle loving friend dying on the road, of his own very cautious grandfather hitting a motorcyclist whom he could not see, and the statistics which are compiled; traffic safety data and the high mortality of motorcycle riders.
My son became even more angry at me for quoting him these truths, reminding me that he was a Johns-Hopkins graduate student, not a 16-year-old, and wondered what was wrong with me. I explained that all of his life I had worked to remove inarguably dangerous situations, people and objects from his life. It’s what mothers do! I told him that I could do nothing about this choice of his because it was made by a full-grown man, and although I trusted him to be the most prudent motorcyclist on the road (unfortunately, he was a thrill–seeker, I later learned), and I could expect that he would do EVERYTHING RIGHT, it would be “the other driver” , always a driver who “didn’t see him”, who would kill him. That “other driver could be 16 or 68. It didn’t matter. He got married and his wife (also a JHU graduate student) bought a motorcycle to ride with him. Ten years later, every “perfect” day still jolts my anxiety, knowing this is the type of day they’ll be riding to work on motorcycles. With the birth of their first child last summer, I have hope that they will see their responsibilities to one another differently, and to be far bigger than the value of their thrilling, life-risking motorcycle rides from Frederick, MD to Washington, DC. I hope this occurs to them soon and they sell the cycles, before something bad happens. Perhaps empathy toward a struggling, widowed spouse and a child who is missing one parent may dawn on them. Or maybe looking at their beloved little baby boy and imagining watching him ride off on a motorcycle someday will do it. This is what I hope happens.
That’s a Real Mom story. Loved it.
It IS a very dangerous hobby. I’ve taken 3 or more training courses and NEVER take for granted what other drivers, be it bicycles, cars, walkers, you name it, might do. After learning the way, I ALWAYS try to anticipate.
So what if your late for work or whatever.
The age old saying “better late than never” could not be applied more succinctly than to that scenario.
Sincerely,
Been there done that
None of the accidents were my fault, BFD The grim reaper doesn’t give a shit.